Morning Flow - Bukowski Inspired: Untitled - 07.13.13

bukowski inspired, all though i don't feel it's quite complete yet, but here's a preview, i guess?

i'm writing down my story
back in my days of glory
days, months and years
gone past
at last
once upon a time
when things clicked not grimed

i have swallowed my fears
and pride
to change my unfortune's tide
my life had once a hell of a ride
one costly mistake
brought years
of tears
but now all my tears
have ran dry
can no longer cry
all is left
a heart that gone deft
and broken down pride
ain't no secrets left
no more lies to hide

really
keep your sorry
and sympathy
for my unwritten story
this is just a lesson
about one tragic person

keep your tears,
i'm done with all you insinceres.

note: "insinceres" is not a word, i just kind of made it up, it pertains to peeps that pretends to be sincere towards you and/or guise themselves as a sincere friend. and you may or may not take it out of context, but for the record, it's not about me

odds & ends: living in the moment

have you ever had a perfect moment in time? when time seems to stopped and you could almost live in that moment. there's nothing more complicated than perception. 

a single moment in time, can be a lifetime in itself, a second, a minute, an hour, a day, a week, a month or a year, can be full of memories. and so many of us aren't aware enough of the NOW to even realize or even notice. it might take us our entire life span to learn this, notice and realize it, but the truth is, it doesn't or shouldn't take our entire life span.

exactly, think about it.